Tuesday, April 6, 2010

It still doesn't feel real

Woo! 90 Days Pregnant!

Anyway, I'm still sort of in shock from yesterday. I know it's all good, but I'm having such a hard time believing any of this is real. I do a very good job keeping everything in my head, but I'm still constantly analyzing every cramp and every spot of blood (did you know that was normal? the universe is cruel). I am being responsible and preparing for the future and stuff, but I'm still finding it hard to get really excited.

Clothes shopping helps. I got some VERY cute dresses and a new cute pair of pants on Friday in addition to some cute but not quite as exciting tops.

I don't know when this pregnancy is going to seem real. I don't know when I'm going to be excited to tell people and not just cautious.

Days Pregnant: 90
Days to go: 190

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