Thursday, May 20, 2010

I'm ok

When people ask me how I am, my most common answer is "I'm ok". This isn't me being self-righteous or even not wanting to burden people with how I'm feeling, it's more a matter of I don't know how to explain what I'm feeling. At the beginning I had heartburn. Then there was some nausea. Those things were easy enough to explain. Now, my general bad feeling is just sort of icky. I'm not exactly nauseous, but my stomach doesn't feel good. It's not really pain, it's just sort of well, ickiness. Given all the time in the world and all the words in my head, I still can't come up with a good way to explain it. I would like to take a nap, but I'm not tired. I would like to lay down, but that would actually make me nauseous.

My head sort of hurts, but not really a headache. My stomach sort of feels uncomfortable, but not nausea or a stomach pain. I'm worn out but not tired. I'm stiff and achy without it really hurting. I'm pregnant? I dunno.

I guess that's what I mean by ok. I'm good enough and I don't want to explain it.

1 comment:

  1. I think, "I'm feeling pregnant." is probably sufficient to sum up all that.