I'm so incredibly on edge these days. It's really easy to get on my bad side and make me SUPER pissed off or even on the verge of tears. I've broken down crying at work from stress and it's probably going to happen again.
And I'm mad at nearly all of my support network, for one reason or another. I'm mad at my coworkers and I'm mad at all but like 4 of my friends. There are actually only about 5 people interact with regularly that I can think of that haven't in some way sent me into a rage lately. No matter how kind or well intending people are, I'm hormonal and there's very little I can do to stop being pissed off.
Now, for the most part I haven't actually snapped at anyone, but I am not doing well regardless. Walking around fuming with a smile on my face leads to a pretty unsatisfactory mood. In fact, keeping things bottled is probably making me stay mad LONGER because I don't feel like I have an outlet.
In any case, if I snap at you or I don't, please just tread lightly and remember that it's not my fault, it' s my hormones.
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